Dear Diary,
Today, I returned to school after the summer break, filled with excitement and anticipation. However, as the day unfolded, I found myself grappling with a sense of unease and indignation. The textbooks and school regulations seemed to perpetuate a narrative that clashed with my sense of identity as a Vietnamese student.
Textbooks: Distorting History and Identity
The textbooks presented a version of history that was filtered through the lens of the French colonizers. They depicted Vietnam as a backward nation that had been rescued from obscurity by the French. The portrayal of Vietnamese culture and traditions was superficial, often exoticized and devalued. It felt like our rich heritage was being diminished and overshadowed.
School Hairstyle Regulations: Imposing Conformity
Equally disturbing were the school's hairstyle regulations. Male students were required to cut their hair short, while female students were expected to keep their hair long and braided. These rules seemed to go beyond the realm of practicality and encroached upon our personal expression and cultural identity. I couldn't help but feel that we were being forced to conform to a foreign set of aesthetics, erasing our individual styles and embracing an imposed uniformity.
Growing Awareness and Resistance
As I discussed my concerns with fellow students, I realized that many of them shared my sentiments. A sense of camaraderie emerged, fueled by a growing awareness of the colonial power dynamics at play. We found solace in each other's company, forming bonds of support and solidarity. Discussions about Vietnamese history, culture, and the importance of preserving our identity became a refuge amid the oppressive atmosphere.
Looking Ahead: Embracing Our Roots
While the constraints of the Tonkin Free School may seem daunting, they have ignited a spark within me. I am more determined than ever to learn about my Vietnamese heritage and explore the richness of our traditions. I find strength in the connections I have formed with my fellow students and draw inspiration from the resilience of our people.
Today, I leave this entry as a testament to my resolve. Despite the challenges, I am committed to preserving and celebrating my Vietnamese identity. I believe in a future where our culture thrives and our voices are heard, unshackled by imposed narratives and regulations.
Sincerely,
[Your name]