Make a list of the experiences of the past six months that have taught you something. Consider carefully what you have learned from each experience -- happy or sad. Write down the effects of each. Be honest and objective. Consider this a learning exercise: avoid self-blame, or blaming others.
Add to that list the qualities or attributes you saw in yourself during and after those experiences. You can write things such as "level-handedness," "panic," "selfish," "weak emotionally," "indecisive" and so on. Reflect upon how you could have handled the situation differently, and what then the outcome would have been.
Set future goals for yourself. Make a new list with points aiming to learn from the past and to do better and to be stronger in the future. Start your points with the words "I will ..." Make realistic goals. Add how you aim to achieve those goals.