It's possible that:
* The title is incorrect: You might be thinking of a different story by Arcellana, or a story with a similar title.
* The author is incorrect: It's possible you are thinking of a different author altogether.
* The story is not by Arcellana: It's possible the story is by a different Filipino author, or even an international author.
To help me understand better, could you provide any additional details about the story? For example:
* Do you remember any specific characters or plot points?
* Do you have any context about where you encountered the story?
With more information, I can help you find the author and title of the story you are looking for.