In the book The Inner Circle by Gary Crew what was relationship with his mother?

Gary Crew is the author of the book _The Inner Circle_. In his autobiography _The Long Shadow_, he describes a strained relationship with his mother. She was often absent and neglectful, and when she was home, she was often critical of him. He felt that he could never live up to her expectations. As a result, he developed a deep sense of insecurity and low self-esteem. However, he also describes moments of closeness and affection with her, and he ultimately came to terms with their relationship.